I am… anxious. Impatient. Dreading rejection. Imagining acceptance. Wondering what will happen. Wanting it all to be over with. Interested. Learning something new every day. Wondering if I deserve this. Expecting something to come up (even though I know there’s nothing to come up.) Hopeful. Praying. Excited. Apprehensive. Planning, just in case. Not planning, just in case. Visualizing success. Able to accept that I did everything I could and that it’s out of my hands now. Dreaming of wood floors. Going nuts. Not going nuts. Wanting chocolate.
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